I Should

I woke up this morning and thought to myself I should write my blog now and get it over with. Alas, I did not do that I slept in. rIt got me thinking though. I have a huge list of things I should do. Some of my shoulds have been around for years. They are old enough to be in elementary school. SO here are all these things that I am supposed to do yet they remain undone. Why haven’t I done them? That is actually an easy question to answer. I make up stories to tell my self I don't have to do them. This is a different story than the one I talked about yesterday. Its the time story. I can do that later. That’s what I tell myself. It keeps getting pushed and pushed and here we are. I am now writing about all the things I should do. Now a lot of these things are probably pretty important. You could even argue they are necessary. Yet they still are not done. I might even say the list grows daily.

Now I know what you are thinking, this post is going to be the catalyst in me doing all of those things right? Probably not. I could write a whole series about getting my crap together but for now, that is not in the works. Hopefully, awareness will help with this problem. I really don’t know how to tackle it if I am being honest and none of them are fun to do. So they will go undone. Maybe this whole thing means they really weren’t necessary at all. The lesson here might be that I have been beating myself up over not doing them and that just made it worse. They are shoulds because they are good things to do but not what is needed. Right now what do I NEED to do? That just might be the right question and a question I should answer as soon as I figure that out.

Thanks for reading. Hunter out

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