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So This is Grief Year 3
My youngest son had an accident in April 2020 and he didn’t make it. We lost him.
The first year felt like the longest year of all time. I was forced to accept what it feels like to not have you in my everyday life. That’s tough. Every damn day was long AF. I lived and loved on auto-pilot.
The second year went by so quickly. Too quickly. It was scary. Certainly much quicker than the previous year because I started to grow up accepting that my plans and my future no longer have you in them. So I made a million and one plans. That’s tough and sad. Natural pill-free sleep still eluded me, but every day I woke up and found the sun still shining. I lived and worked like I was on someone’s speed dial.
This third year — this odd year I live and breathe in — is a wake-up call. Like the scanner darkly of Goldilocks’ porridge, it hasn’t felt too long and it hasn’t felt too quick. Is it “just right”? I don’t know. Maybe this is what it feels like when your body re-calibrates. After trauma, it heals and self-corrects.
I think the universe has been trying to tell me something, and I’ve been a bad listener. I juggled two jobs in 2020, tackled 4 contracts and hosted 15 concerts in 2021. 2022 was a blur of changes, 25 workshops, more concerts, and a sudden severe slap of stressful unemployment.
It feels like maybe a pause was in order.
Today I’m breathing. Re-calibrating. I seem to have found my internal compass, which ironically points to stillness. I’m sitting here on a couch you never enjoyed, in our home, where we all grew up, and where you once lived.
It’s a rare quiet day alone. I grieve. And that’s ok.
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